, but you can probably get an old one cheap on eBay. I just saw Photoshop 5 is up for sale there at about $16.Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMOh, certainly. It can be quite the blessing to have past actions forgotten, and not simply forgiven.It isn't always easy to do!
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI think one instance of my view changing is the topic of names, which I believe I've brought up to you before through other means of communication. At the time of our original discussion on it, I placed less emphasis on the name, and more on the essence of the one holding it. But these days, I see it more as a standard to bear, and a legacy to leave. I carry the name of one of my great-grandfathers. I don't know much about him, but I want to learn more.We naturally think a little more about legacies, I think, as we get older. When I was working on LAF/RAF at the time all those things were mostly just natural steps; something needed to be done, let's get on with it. The reflection about the impact was more something that happened later on.
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI still raise an eyebrow if a modern (rock/CCM) song was simply made into an orchestra piece, but is still the contemporary, doctrinally-shallow song that lay beneath the melody.Well, if we have too strong an idea about what a good song ought to be like, a critical spirit can cause us to miss out on what good we might have gleaned from it. Just because a song repeats the same thing 75 times, for instance, doesn't mean that it has no value at all. I'm more irritated by songs that are theologically or Biblically inaccurate. That said, there are, of course, some songs that are better than others.
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI find many people here (at a Christian college) commonly share the views that being an Independent Fundamental Baptist means one is necessarily judgmental, stodgy, and against progress.The cultural standard now is against separation or standards of any kind (which they call legalism), so I'm not shocked. It's possible that there are some people who live up to those stereotypes; there's always some people, in any group that has a stereotype about it, who live up to that reputation.
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI think I concur about socialization in the real world-- years pass by without much conversation (or much real conversation).It bothers me, but people are so busy, and there are a lot of ways that things can be taken wrong. It tends to take special moments, or certain people, or both before I am willing to risk putting myself out there. Maybe that reflects a problem with me, but I think it's true for a lot of people. I don't want to come off as creepy or to put myself in awkward situations. Maybe it has something to do with the times I did try in the past and it didn't go well. I don't know that I subscribe to that idea about everything being repressed from your youth, but at the same time, there can be trauma or emotional wounds. Besides, it makes sense that if you do something and it doesn't work, you're encouraged by that experience not to do it again.
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI'm actually more sociable 'IRL' than online, and I think I'm okay with that. There are worse flaws.That's nearly gotten to be true for me too, but the trouble is that I'm not much more sociable in real life than I've historically been. So in practice I just haven't socialized much at all. That gets maddening. Like I mentioned on the RAF thread, I wouldn't be surprised if that helps drive LLM interactions. Getting the prompt reply triggers the same part of the brain that you would get from a real response, even if the product primarily parrots phrases back to you. (I do like alliteration...)
Quote from: Verdauga on Sep 16, 2026, 10:45 PMI'm at a sort of a cross-roads. I want my own place, and if I "had my druthers", it'd be in a rural location, so I'm not bothered. However, I realize that I have to have someone in my life, or else I'll get nothing done, so sticking it out in the dorms with roommates is the best goad for productivity I have.I know l (less confusingly known as Tumbler) helped save my college grades on numerous occasions; I think we're sufficiently similar as to make that a good choice.